Wedding weekend over, the months of anxiety were at least justified, although of course, a waste of time and hours awake when should have been asleep. However its now over and T thought I coped very well, while I can't really see that at the moment, I appreciate that I did not run away screaming or lie under the table in a puddle of urine! It was good to see family for the first time in ages, I just felt very anxious, scared and uncomfortable.
Billy stayed with Fred and Auds I missed him tons but he had a grand time!
I have an appointment tomorrow at work, not looking forward to that, the RCN rep said be honest about my anxieties, we haven't got all day!
Managed Adsa this morning with flying colours I feel, onwards and upwards must keep getting better and back in the saddle.
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- BearNecessities
- I am 42, living in beautiful Dorset with views of the sea. Lived in Germany met a handsome Irish man with a twinkle in his eye who put a smile on my face. Moved to Dorset 6 years ago. Have a 16 year old son with Aspergers and ADHD, he keeps me busy and stressed. Work as a community nurse, just like nurse Gladys Emmanuel. Have an 11 year old black lab, who at one point in my life was the only thing in the house that loved and listened to me, sad but true.
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