Spent all day fretting over the rep, even though I had emailed her, but I don't seem able to move on and say to myself "ok its sorted, now forget it". Plus I was beating myself up over my lack of executive brain function and wishing I had just said "no" in the first place rather than being bulldozed into a meeting I didn't want. Anyway I phoned work to speak to the team leader but S answered and she was probably busy but her lack of chat makes me think they're probably talking about me and hate me, I know feeling paranoid is part of PTSD but again I'm worrying and replaying the conversation (brief) over and over. Oh bugger I just want to rewind and go back to the woman I was before the trauma, efficient, level, functioning and juggling life.
Felt much better once T got home from work, he makes me laugh at my insecurities and craziness, he's very supportive and calming.
Finally mitts for Loz finished and sewn up the right way round, will post them to her tomorrow. Hope they go with her coat!

Knitty mitts

Ha finished them!

Curses

I am having a very anxious morning, the RCN rep has contacted me and now i'm all of a fluster, thank goodness for Mum's intuition, she called and calmed me down, phew. Decided to sew the mitts i'd knitted for loz up and did them back to front, now need to unpick, aarrgh!

Hello

Hi all,

this is a new experience for me, so here goes.

I found this site while searching for help on knitting a lace pattern. I find knitting relaxing, its absorbing and repetitive, there's something therapeutic about it.

I had a stressful start to the morning having found my 13yr old had used up all his phone credit for the month on downloading porn, great.

Still things have looked up since with a blustery walk on the cliff top. I'm lucky to live in a beautiful part of the country very close to the sea. They are filming "The Boat that Rocked" near us, I am hoping to catch a glimpse of Bill Nighie!

Well I'll leave at that and get back to my lacy knit!

SarahBearNecessities